Nixxtor

If you can find the Tiptoe Wood, you’ll see where once the Green Man stood, his footprints still in leafy glades where danced the Spring and Summer Maids, whilst his reflection in a stream you may see in a fleeting dream; long rushes bend to hide his face in this sweetly hidden place. His voice is heard in sudden breeze a memory that’s sent to tease, evokes a time of Summer Fayre with Lords and Ladies gathered there. Bluebells, Cowslips, Meadowsweet display their colours, eyes to treat. Fairy cakes and lemonade; an elfin band on smart parade. Children playing in the sun with hoops that loop eternal fun. Roll-a-Penny, win a wink

You promised me, Forever That you would always stay And we would be together Forever and a day You promised me, Forever But now I know you lied You told me that you’d always Be here by my side Remember me, Forever Like once you used to do Everything we ever were And all we ever knew Remember me, Forever And tell me honestly If I can still remind you Of how I used to be Please be mine, Forever Whatever it may take I don’t care what I must do Or how my heart may break Please be mine, Forever For I still love you so I don’t want to live without you I’m begging you; don’t go Will you stay, Forever If only for t

Something about the way she smiled made him want to break her. so he did.

Never forget It's truth that sets you free Never regret What we thought we'd be Never give up Open your eyes to see One time we thought We would never end One time we fought Thought we'd break not only bend One time you said It would be harder to mend Just dance slowly In the fading light Just hold me So gently but so tight Just don't let me go I'm not ready for that fight Never leave me Alone I'd fall apart Never could be Another work of art Never forget you The one who broke my heart Always remember The days we had together Always December Something about the weather Always you I need Holding on forever

Maybe I can't always Mend a broken heart Maybe I don't always Know exactly where to start Maybe I just need A little helping hand Maybe you just need To teach me how to stand I know it's different To be a whole, but split in half I know you're different Following a separate path I know it doesn't always Seem like I play fair I know it isn't always When you notice that I care It doesn't last forever With the secrets that I hold It won't be forever For the truth will soon be told It feels like forever We will always be apart As it only takes forever To mend a broken heart

I’d trade it all to get that feeling back, literally I mean it I’d sacrifice my life and everything in it Just to have you in it, I’d do whatever to win it I love you and fucking hate you and everything in between it It’s hey you and then it’s fuck you, my demons have me defeated Were we ever friends? Did this shit ever have any meaning? Worst of all, it never ends because I can’t even hate you When I try to replace you it fails because they ain’t you Once upon a time I thought zero and zero could make infinite But infinite became inferno when you 1up’d and left me trapped in misery

And all the voices of Heaven and Hell screamed "Let him die".

Sometimes I wonder how it would feel To look into your eyes To see past all your hiding thoughts And break down your disguise Wander past the blues and greens That hide the way you feel Disturb the comatose And discover what is real Sometimes I wonder what to say To break your vacant stare Unmask the feelings deep within Is somebody different there? Divulge the secrets that you keep Your hidden reality Invigorate your unconsciousness To negate your neutrality Sometimes I wonder if I should Even really care To venture past your desolation And find a personality more rare It's easier to hideaway Inside your remorse remains And forget the

I would still love you then. When the inked sky fades into the stars because we stared at them too long, when the pages of our beloved books turn brown from age and borrowing hands, when the trees grow taller and their leaves fall off            like decembers            spent in            may. I would  still love you then, but not the way I did before.